17 Temmuz 2015 Cuma

Man its so frustrating to be forced to watch yourself grow up and grow older
Its like a God given torture to set up a clock for someone and letting him know that its gonna stop eventually.
Id be happier to live my life as a wild animal rather than a miserable human being.
I dont feel nice at all. not because of the heavy burden of being alive of course. hahaha Im not on that level yet.thank god. Its probably because of the cheapest bottle of wine I got  from the grocery  store that I have been drinking for the last 2 days.

8 Temmuz 2015 Çarşamba

I'd make an amazing philosopher if i was a tiny bit stronger thinker to order all that clustered thoughts bugging my head. This mediocre level of sanity gives me nothing but terrible headaches in the midnight and crappy artwork in the morning after.

Oh boy, don't I sound like Will Smith's son.
No one wants to live forever yet no one wants to 'actually' die either.